When I was twelve..

When I was 12, I had my first feeling
my first love my first time
It was so innocent, it was so cute
the story of princess of fairy tale
was just coming true !!

I was in hurry, was going to school
I saw a boy with a basketball
he got my attention, and I got his too
there was a spark in day time, I saw blue

next time I saw him, at playground
we played together, we laughed same time
we teased each other, we fought too
how magical was that being with u

It was a 31st night, and I wished that I be with u
my wish came true, when I saw you
I was twelve and you were thirteen
I had my first love, I had my first feeling
When you asked me for a dance, my heart started beating
I had my first couple dance, in that party
It was so magical, it was so innocent
We were the rock star, we were at top of the world
and I got my first proposal, was so happy how to express no word
I had my first love, I had my first feeling
I was twelve and you were thirteen

I wanted to say yes, but my mom called me home,
I was dreaming about you whole night,
Was waiting for the morning, was waiting for 1st sunshine
but I saw you with baggage, something was not right
I saw you leaving, I was about to cry
I saw you were sad, i could just say bye
you changed the town, I was feeling not so good
ohh!! my heart broke for the very first time,
It was my first love, my very first feeling
I was twelve and you were thirteen

As the days go, as the time passes
I forgot about many things,
sometimes I laugh, when I look back
but I know from that the feeling was true in all sense
May be its the reason, I could not find my heart till now
As I have left it some 10 years back
Because.....
It was my first love, my very first feeling
I was twelve and you were thirteen :)

Cheers!!

I wish..

I wish I could sometimes rest
I wish I could sometimes take a deep breath
I wish I could sometimes live the way I want
I wish I could sometimes be on bench !

I wish sometimes my nerves just relax,
no stimuli, no hurrying up all time
I wish I could just lay down on green grass
and feel the cool breez..with no sense of time

Sometimes I just feel,
all the clocks in this world, just stop ticking,
I wish sometimes the world stands still
still the liveliness overspills

I wish sometimes my life is not so confused,
I wanna break this cycle,show me some clue,
I wish sometimes all the PCs in world stop working
I wish sometimes I find a ticket on my desk
of a flight to my dream land

Ohh god! please lead me to that world..
of joy, laughter and love
take me to that land,
where I can go anywhere,
Show me that sky, where I can fly up high

I wish sometimes this magic happens..
I wish sometimes, you listen.. !!!!

Rising in Toxicity

Ah !! what a beautiful morning..
So cool is the breeze..so fresh is the air
So charming are the flowers,
Birds singing with me, trees dancing..
walking and smiling, i saw the people
How musical is the day..so perfect is the day..

Life is standing there.. welcoming me with both her hands..
Today is something special.. is that a holiday?
No its the regular day.. i have to get ready and go to office..
But why is that the surrounding things are changing..

why no noise.. no horns .. no loud
only thing i can hear is lovely music around
Stepping out of home.. ohh no.. no traffic!!
Nobody in hurry , nobody in race..
Only thing you'll find common is a smile on their face

no one breaks rule.. no one hurts others
Love and care is what they have to offer..
Crystal clean are the roads..ever purified is the air
First time my lungs have taken the non polluted air
Can't help it.. i just calculated
Around 10 grams of Carbon Monoxide my body has avoided..

A valid reason is this for a worry.. don't u think?
Because My mutant body has a habit to inhale it with stink..
No garbage,no stink, just nothing in mess..
Life is like a yummy tasty dish..but without any extra sugar or fats!!

The biggest star of our solar system had never felt so nice
Where have gone that ozone gap..has someone filled it? no more melting of ice
Now what will children learn in school.. if not the global warming ??
How will news channels make shows.. and criticise government for it..

This is something i haven't seen in the years..
feels like god has approved all his children's prayers..
:) But i know its a dream, today nothing will be new
But you have to wake up this morning to make this dream come true

Wake up....!!!

For you !

I don't want diamond
I don't want Perls
I don't want all luxuries
not even precious jewels


All things are meaningless,
which do not include you
its you who is priceless,
so all i want is you


I know you there,
in this world somewhere,
my eyes will be waiting for you
,for you every time , i go anywhere


walking alone, but i feel i m with you
talking to someone, but i m hearing you
I know you will come and hold my hand
take me near, and dance with me in the rain


so many faces, i see everyday
so many people i meet everyday
so many times i feel u there
watching me and laughing with me all day


Every night you come in to my dreams
waiting every time, just to meet u
why do i feel u all time near?
hey please tell me, do i know u?


Deepali Solanki

Lost..!!

When your moral is down n confidence is less

And your feelings are being suppressed

When u see no charm on your face

Everything turns out in your life into mess

The dark cloud of sadness surrounds you

When Loneliness hugs you

You find no meaning of what you're doing

You are standing at the same place and the world is moving

All dreams are broken into small little parts

Cant even gather them, the wind has taken them apart

Nobody heard the sound of their cry

It has made my eyes so fearful and so dry

The bright sun is burning into fire

Like a punishment given because I desire

Hey sun, I have always seen you shining high

Rising up, no matter how dark is the sky

Then why is that brightest star upset with me

Why is that, whenever I welcome you, your rays are burning me

Lost the hope, lost desire

In the rising darkness, I lost the last ray

Lost myself drawing into the same thoughts again,

This is how I lost my life's another day……

To be continued…

Deepali Solanki :)